WHY POST STUFF?

 We all tend to think we understand what is going on, and all the people who are levels behind ourselves in this multi level learning game are retarded.

Which they are. But each time we move up a level, we have to accept that our old self was also retarded, compared with our present self. 

Hopefully that process will continue!

The past decade has been a real eye opener for me, as it has for many people. It's been one of my hobbies to post things online for over a quarter of a century, as I first started out in 1998. 

It was even once possible to earn some income from blogging, but if you want to post content that is not deep state approved propaganda, it's far harder to do that now in the AI slop video age than it ever was in the past. 

 From 2018 to 2022 the annual hits on my old WordPress blog dropped from over 4 million to less than 40k - a 99% drop!

#1 TO MAKE MONEY

The blockchain platforms I used to earn some income from, have all completely crashed and burned, with key insider accounts totally controlling the payouts on the few platforms that remain. 

And it's safe to say if you were calling out the covidhoax and the death jabs back in 2020, you were not on the insiders reward list. I was black listed on several blockchain platforms, so everything I posted was automatically down voted.

From 2016 to 2021 I actually did make money online, some from posting, but mostly from buying and selling blockchain tokens. But those are both dead ends now, so it's safe to say I'm not doing it to earn money anymore. 

In fact I've lost business, and made enemies, by being fairly outspoken online. And posting stuff always takes time. Financially I would have been better off to just shut my face and act like a normie.

#2 TO CHANGE THE WORLD

The next major reason was to "change the world". Despite being a cynical conspiracy theorist, I did set out with the hope that by posting content it would be possible to "wake up the sheeple". 

But this multi layered psyop we are all part of is an ongoing mind fuck. If the sheeple haven't woken up by now, my little blog posts are not likely to change much in the greater scheme of things.

My best advice at this point, is if you want to move up a level, go to the website of Joachim Bartol and read all his essays. Yes, there are hundreds of them - read at least a dozen. By that point you will be well past not just most of what I'm posting, but most of the entire internet. 

But even that is very unlikely to be the final stage of knowledge - it never is! 

What comes next I don't know, that is as far as I've got. The world will continue to change with or without any input from me. So changing the world might be an exciting idea in theory, but in practice I'm sort of beginning to understand why all those zen guru teachers say you can only change yourself.

#3 TO MAKE NOTES FOR MYSELF

Yes, this is probably the only one that really stacks up. The best way to get my head around something is to present it to others. And I prefer to do that in the form of a blog post. 

The combination of condensing ideas down to simple and easy to understand lines of text, combined with images, forces me to make my thoughts clearer. If that helps anyone else, that is a bonus. So that is the main reason I'm still posting stuff, and most definitely the reason for this post.

#4 TO HAVE FUN

Along with #3 just having fun strikes me as a really good thing to do online, and I am aiming to do this too, alongside making some good notes. 

If I can manage to do both that is great. But it probably does require letting go of any ambitions to achieve #1 or #2, so I'm still working on letting go of all that outdated get rich and change the world crap!

A TRIBUTE TO DAVID DEES

David Dees was one of my favourite artists. He died on May 31 2020. I’ve been using his art on my blog posts for more than a decade.

 

Normies just can’t cope with him at all. Here is one review of his art:

“David Dees believes in all the conspiracies. No, seriously. All of them. His cartoons have featured every possible conspiracy theory, and in every possible combination. You want a picture of Obama wearing a crown of thorns and smiling weirdly as he emerges from an egg labeled “Fascist World Government” perched atop a pile of gold coins, while a herd of sheep in the background hold up signs reading “O Baaa Ma!”? 

 

How about Satan holding a flaming Earth near a tree with the face from the Shroud of Turin at a Bohemian Grove meeting attended by Bill Clinton, George W. Bush, Vladimir Putin, and Bigfoot?

 

 A mother with robot legs and a gas mask offering a pie (from which double-helixes float upwards) to her son (the top of whose head has been replaced with an apple labeled “GMO“) and daughter (whose head is a potato for some reason), with chemtrails visible through a large window?  The Rothschilds, Rockefellers, and Freemasons using HAARP to create a fake water shortage in California as part of Agenda 21? 

 

A warehouse with an Illuminati-esque eye in a pyramid staring down at a skeleton in a labcoat labeled “CDC“, while said skeleton stirs a giant vat labeled with the UN logo and the word “VACCINE” into which pipes labeled “Live Ebola Virus“, “Monosodium Glutamate” and “Squalene Adjuvents” are emptying?. If so, David Dees has your back.”

 

Here is a collection of awesome David Dees pictures

 

 

 

THE WISDOM OF MEMES

 A bunch of wisdom from some punters who knew their shit

  

THIS MUSIC VIDEO HAS BEEN A BIG INFLUENCE

 This music video has probably been influencing my own art for the past 32 years

 Back in the 90’s there was still lots of awesome music. I miss all that amazing music, because let's face it, almost all the music for the bast two decades has been utter bollocks..

Screamadelica

 

 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y3ixEzKA4k0

There’s no overestimating the importance of Screamadelica, the record that brought acid house, techno, and rave culture crashing into the British mainstream — an impact that rivaled that of Nirvana’s Nevermind, the other 1991 release that changed rock. 

 

Prior to Screamadelica, Primal Scream were Stonesy classic rock revivalists with a penchant for Detroit rock. They retained those fascinations on Screamadelica — one listen to the Jimmy Miller-produced, Stephen Stills-rip “Movin’ on Up” proves that — but they burst everything wide open here, turning rock inside out by marrying it to a gleeful rainbow of modern dance textures. 

 

This is such a brilliant, gutsy innovative record, so unlike anything the Scream did before, that it’s little wonder that there’s been much debate behind who is actually responsible for its grooves, especially since Andrew Weatherall is credited with production with eight of the tracks, and it’s clearly in line with his work.

Even if Primal Scream took credit for Weatherall’s endeavors, that doesn’t erase the fact that they shepherded this album, providing the ideas and impetus for this dubtastic, elastic, psychedelic exercise in deep house and neo-psychedelic. 

 Like any dance music, this is tied to its era to a certain extent, but it transcends it due to its fierce imagination and how it doubles back on rock history, making the past present and vice versa. 

It was such a monumental step forward that Primal Scream stumbled before regaining their footing, but by that point, the innovations of Screamadelica had been absorbed by everyone from the underground to mainstream. 

There’s little chance that this record will be as revolutionary to first-time listeners, but after its initial spin, the genius in its construction will become apparent — and it’s that attention to detail that makes Screamadelica an album that transcends its time and influence. 

 

A DIFFERENT WORLD

Most of the movies I watch are fairly old. The main reason for that is because modern movies are all utter crap. 

Yesterday I looked at a list of the top 100 movies so far in 2025 by box office returns. There was only one movie this year I’ve seen or even had any desire to see – F1 staring Brad Pitt. 

It was fairly entertaining with some good action scenes, but it was also too long at times, and the acting was fairly predictable and average. It was pretty good but is often compared unfavorably to the earlier F1 movie "Rush" (2013) staring Chris Hemsworth and Daniel Brühl, which arguably had a better plot and only cost a fraction of the amount to make.

The other 99 movies in the list all look totally lame and gay, so much so that I would probably pay money to not have to watch most of them, and if there was even one other movie I actually did want to see, I’d just find a torrent and download a copy, as I did with F1.

Here is the Top 20 - what a bunch of crap! And it gets even worse from Snow White down to 100th place...

So it really isn’t a mystery why the movie industry is losing so much money. They spend hundreds of millions making boring woke crap, that very few people actually pay to see. The real mystery is why they appear to be so clueless about how to provide entertainment - what are they really up to?

Part of the attraction of watching old movies, apart from the fact that some of them are light years better than anything that has come out in the past 10 years, is to be able to visit different worlds. Ones without computers, or cell phones, or an internet.

In movies made before 1985, (yes, only 40 years ago) there was no digital crap at all. Nobody had it, nobody wanted it, there were entire realities functioning without it. Yesterday I re-watched Magnum Force staring Clint Eastwood from 1973. It’s an entertaining classic, and some of it is pretty awesome.

I’m fully confident that in 50 years time, nobody is going to be watching any movies from 2025 and using words like “awesome”. 

Either the future will be so totally crap that enslaved subservient humanity won’t even understand concepts like “awesome”, or it will actually be an awesome future. In which case they will look back at the movies from 2025 and wonder why anyone even bothered to make them.

Despite feeling a bit daunted sometimes, I’m still aspiring to option two, the awesome future. And avoiding seeing any crappy modern movies is part of how to avoid the horrible futures they endlessly depict.

A LINE IN THE SAND

This month (September 2025) really has been a step too far for me. Pretty much every day there has been some new fudporn story to warn us that we are all totally screwed. 

We may well all be totally screwed, one way or another, but even I can see that going on about it every day is probably not going to prevent anything bad happening.

A big give away is that the very same entities that are trying to screw us over are providing most of the information revealing how we are about to be screwed.

Today I want to say "enough is enough" to fudporn, and change my own focus to solutions rather than problems. 

I have no idea if I will successfully manage to do this, because admittedly after 27 years of researching and blogging about "conspiracies" I've become very much habituated to focusing on that side of things. 

But starting right now, I'm going to have a crack at switching my focus. This blog post is intended to be my line in the sand!

Here is an example: Microsoft have been spying on us for decades, and Windows 11 is a completely crappy operating system, as well as being full on spyware. 

 

At the start of this year I switched to using Linux full time on my PC & laptop. Now I'm a Linux user, free from Microsoft, and have recently been helping some of my friends to switch over as well.

This is a screenshot of my desktop, and it's pretty cool really. Like many people I had been complaining for years about how Microsoft has been going backwards since Windows 7, but there reached a point where I had to admit to myself that I had no future with Microsoft, so would need to do whatever it took to move on. 

(My desktop - Linux Mint is my favourite Linux distro)

NOW IS NOT THE TIME TO WORRY

Many years ago one of my friends decided to top himself with a drug overdose at the ripe old age of 23

After his funeral I rode my mountain bike up to the top of a local hill and sat looking out over the view. Strangely a voice in my head seemed to say “don’t worry about it, there’s no point worrying about anything – what is done is done”

I felt like a huge burden had just been lifted and his death had one good side effect. Downhill racing was a new sport back then but I was fully into it, so I let rip, with no worries whatsoever and had a very fast clean run back down the hill.

Later on when I first started blogging on the Steemit blockchain, I did a post about not worrying. It was probably one of my better posts, but it only got six votes and earned me zero cents. From that point every time I heard anyone bleating about how shit their payout was, I just thought “don’t worry about it”

I guess, if we are lucky, one day we arrive at a point when we realise a lot of our friends are long gone, as our many of our heroes. Or maybe most of them…

And these days if I find myself living with a daily dose of pain from all the injuries I wasn’t worried about getting back then, there is no point worrying about that either. I know what the alternative is…

Something I never used to do was mention personal stuff like voices in my head. But a voice in my head just said “repost that worry post again, and don’t worry about any of this New World Order shit – you are not here to worry”

So here is an updated version of my post from August 2016:

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IT’S BEYOND OUR CONTROL

“Whatever is going to happen will happen, whether we worry or not” – is an excellent quote from Ana Monnar

The wisdom inherent in that saying is vast. People are endlessly addicted to worrying – from my late mother to about half of everyone who posts anything on the internet. Self help gurus like Louise Hay are constantly saying that what you think about and focus on become your reality. And Carl Jung once said “What you resist persists”. There are many variations of the basic premise that what you focus on, you get more of.

Now the whole process seems to have accelerated, and it’s like watching life at hyper speed. I’m watching people posting about corruption, censorship, oppression, incompetence, dire future predictions, and daunting realisations. And I’ve long been drawn to all that stuff myself. But it’s essentially all beyond my control.

Sometimes I’d like to read more posts full of wisdom, hope, positive predictions, and ground breaking new ideas. Something Louise Hay always said was “the only thing we are ever dealing with is a thought, and a thought can be changed” – or as Bobby McFerrin once sang, “don’t worry, be happy”

I’m not writing this from a background of being a happy go lucky, glass half full, positive sort of guy. I’m writing it from a history of being a “conspiracy theorist” since well before 911, who has been calling “bullshit” since I first learnt the words “bull” and “shit” and grasped that it was possible to connect words together without hyphens.

Now I could go on about end of the world bullshit until the cows come home, and I often do, but it doesn’t do me much good.

The whole “it’s the end of the world and everything is buggered” mindset is just a big black hole. Really, it’s all a giant collection of monsters under the bed, designed to keep people in a state of fear and worry. But there is a good side to this stuff too. As I’ve written on the odd web page or two, there is no “global warming” or “climate change”, oil is abiotic, it’s not a fossil fuel, so is in no danger of ever running out, there are no “nuclear bombs” (they are entirely a fabrication) and mankind as a whole currently enjoys the highest overall standard of living (lifespan, education, income and all sorts of other cool stuff) of any time in human history.

Maybe (just maybe at this point, because I don’t quite take to this idea like a duck to water just yet) the idea that we are on the brink of giant, and permanent, financial and social apocalypse is not fixed in stone, it’s just one of the options. Either way, worrying about it is not going to prevent any collapse, so it going to do any of us any good. I follow a range of podcasters online such as Jeff Berwick’s (dollarvigilante) and I certainly take into account what they are saying. 

But let’s face it, I’m not going to flee to Mexico (I live in New Zealand) and if whatever I choose to focus on makes that possible future more likely, I’d be better off to focus on what I want rather that what all the fudporn is saying. Admittedly the fudporn does look pretty accurate, but the globalists are hand feeding it to us so it probably isn’t helpful.

So here is my thought for the day, and it’s very new one for me – what if the “coming apocalypse” is no more real than “global warming”?

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25 great quotes about worry

• “Worry never robs tomorrow of its sorrow, it only saps today of its joy.”
– Leo F. Buscaglia

• “Worry often gives a small thing a big shadow.”
– Swedish Proverb

• “If you want to test your memory, try to recall what you were worrying about one year ago today.”
– E. Joseph Cossman

• ”People become attached to their burdens sometimes more than the burdens are attached to them.”
– George Bernard Shaw

• “Our fatigue is often caused not by work, but by worry, frustration and resentment.”
– Dale Carnegie

• “The greatest mistake you can make in life is to be continually fearing you will make one.”
– Elbert Hubbard

• “If you ask what is the single most important key to longevity, I would have to say it is avoiding worry, stress and tension. And if you didn’t ask me, I’d still have to say it.”
– George F. Burns

• “When I look back on all these worries, I remember the story of the old man who said on his deathbed that he had had a lot of trouble in his life, most of which had never happened.”
– Winston Churchill

• “Worry is a thin stream of fear trickling through the mind. If encouraged, it cuts a channel into which all other thoughts are drained.”
– Arthur Somers Roche

• “If you treat every situation as a life and death matter, you’ll die a lot of times.”
– Dean Smith

• “When one has too great a dread of what is impending, one feels some relief when the trouble has come.”
– Joseph Joubert

• “That the birds of worry and care fly over your head, this you cannot change, but that they build nests in your hair, this you can prevent.”
– Chinese Proverb

• “Worry compounds the futility of being trapped on a dead-end street. Thinking opens new avenues.”
– Cullen Hightower

• “Worry is like a rocking chair: it gives you something to do but never gets you anywhere”
– Erma Bombeck

• “There is a great difference between worry and concern. A worried person sees a problem, and a concerned person solves a problem.”
– Harold Stephen

• “People get so in the habit of worry that if you save them from drowning and put them on a bank to dry in the sun with hot chocolate and muffins they wonder whether they are catching a cold.”
– John Jay Chapman

• “Somehow our devils are never quite what we expect when we meet them face to face.”
– Nelson DeMille

• “The reason why worry kills more people than work is that more people worry than work.”
– Robert Frost

• “Every tomorrow has two handles. We can take hold of it with the handle of anxiety or the handle of faith.”
– Henry Ward Beecher

• “We can easily manage if we will only take, each day, the burden appointed to it. But the load will be too heavy for us if we carry yesterday’s burden over again today, and then add the burden of the morrow before we are required to bear it.”
– John Newton

• “If you can’t sleep, then get up and do something instead of lying there worrying. It’s the worry that gets you, not the lack of sleep.”
– Dale Carnegie

• “I never worry about action, but only about inaction.”
– Winston Churchill

• “Rule number one is, don’t sweat the small stuff. Rule number two is, it’s all small stuff.”
– Robert Eliot

• “A day of worry is more exhausting than a day of work.”
– John Lubbock

• “Worry a little bit every day and in a lifetime you will lose a couple of years. If something is wrong, fix it if you can. But train yourself not to worry. Worry never fixes anything.”
– Mary Hemingway

These quotes are from http://www.positivityblog.com/index.php/2014/07/16/worry-quotes/

And if you need a few more, here are another 519 more worry quotes – http://www.goodreads.com/quotes/tag/worry

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A QUARTER OF A YEAR

A lot has happened this year, or at least it appears to have happened (but most of it is probably fake) and three months has seemingly gone by in the blink of an eye.

Here is a fake picture of the moon to signify something to do with quarters, or moons, or fake narratives, or something else meaningful:

The end of a month, and especially the end of a quarter of a year, seems like a good time to make changes, and today I feel like making some of them those.

Despite posting all sorts of things online, I usually try to avoid posting much personal information. I mostly stopped using my "real name" online back in 2021, because it was becoming increasingly clear during the covid hoax that anonymity would be a valuable asset in a mind controlled society. So this is about as personal as I get.

It wouldn't take Sherlock Holmes (another fictional character) to track down my real identity, but there is really no point making these things too easy for the ruling clowns. They are not really the "ruling elite", which is one of the grandiose terms they like to refer to themselves as, in reality they are a sad inbred cult of mentally ill perverts.

It's time for me to stop obsessing over the mass deception. In 2023 I mostly stopped looking at all social media, but I did continue using Facebook, because it can be quite entertaining sometimes, and being pretty much my only source of updates about popular mainstream narratives, it's the main thing that keeps me vaguely up to speed when I need to converse with normies about any of that crap.

Recently I've done a couple of posts saying that after a quarter of a century (another quarter) of posting about "conspiracies" online, I couldn't be arsed anymore, and it was time to pass on the baton, leaving exposing that stuff to others. 

So it was a bit of a surprise when one of the very few people I recommend and follow online, Jason Christoff, just said basically the same thing in an interview this week.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zv16VtziynA

It is well worth seeing this interview. In it one of the things he is saying is that all the narratives we are being told are fake. As I previously grasped the extent of that, and realised just how few people are able to avoid being mind programmed, it slowly dawned on me that there is no point taking it all too seriously. 

Yes a bunch of satanic globalists really do seem to be controlling everything, and things are fairly fucked up. A massive crash is probably inevitable now. But going on about it all the time, is playing into their hands by assisting with their fudporn and doom and gloom mind programing.

I sort of get the contradiction but struggle with it sometimes. We are watching a giant circus show and nothing is what it seems. Almost all the things we have been told are lies, and nearly all the people telling us these things (on both "sides") are controlled puppets. There are very few exceptions, and I'm probably not one of them. 

I'm focusing too much of my attention on what is going wrong, and I have been for a long time. I need to let go and move on. So I'm going to have a crack at shifting my mental focus to things that are Positive, Inspiring, Necessary, or Entertaining (PINE). 

This is not the first time I've tried this, but if at first, you don't succeed, try again"

That is why I'm aiming to let go of a bunch of things, simplify where I can, and not take it all too seriously.

New Zealand is pretty messed up at the moment, but it's still an awesome place.

An overcast geoengineered day in sunny Wellington, New Zealand