HAVING A THINK

Sometimes I seem to have a bunch of thoughts, all at once, and they end up having a battle over which one will become king for the day.

That isn't very helpful because it leads to confusion and indecision. And we are already living in a world with far too much of both of those.

To make any real progress I need to decide which thought is most important and simplify it down to it's core.

This is possibly my best thought today:

We are living in a time of financial and psychological decay, so we are watching everything going backwards, deteriorating, and turning to shit. There is a word for that process and it's ENSHITIFICATION.

It is likely that next year (2027) will be worse than this year. Although it's possible that some things will improve next year, if I was betting on this, I would be inclined to bet that they won't.

Because of this, a huge number of people are depressed, disillusioned, cynical, and sad. They feel hopeless and defeated. We are all being constantly programmed to feel that way.

But at the same time I'm pretty sure that all those positive mental attitude ideas about creating your own realities are true.

We are not being constantly told that "everything is fucked" because the people who are fucking everything want to warn us so we can stop it!.

We are being mind programmed to unthinkingly accept the premise that everything is fucked in order to help them bring about that reality

They want everything to be fucked in order to enable them to bring in their planned solution - one world government and the new world order

As a "conspiracy theorist” who has been going on about stuff like Agenda 2030 for decades I’m in a bit of a dilemma because I end up basically asking myself "is exposing this stuff doing more harm than good?".

For better or for worse there is now a fairly large portion of society who realise that everything is being deliberately and systematically destroyed.

I'm certainly one of those people myself, but I also can sometimes see that in order to have any chance of stopping that process we need to move beyond the state of mind of constantly thinking "everything is fucked"

Yes, next year is likely to be more fucked up than this one is, but that doesn't mean that the thoughts in our own minds can't grow, progress, and improve.

Even this year, personally I've made a massive step forward by finally grasping that the plants I was eating were poisoning me, and moving to eating a carnivore diet. 

The changes have been amazing and as well as reversing a bunch of chronic health problems, I also now seem to have my brain firing on all cylinders again.

So a bit like cutting out all the plant based non-foods, I also want to log out of my endless cycle of negative thoughts.

Just because a bunch of inbred transvestite worshipers keep trying to convince us that everything is fucked, we do not have to keep repeating their programming mantras like parrot sheep hybrids or AI sloptards.

 Instead we can focus on thoughts of our own choosing and outcomes that we actually want. Five years ago at the peak of the covidhoax I did a post saying "I am exempt from your bullshit" but at the time I was mainly referring just to the covid hoax.

Now I feel like saying exactly the same thing, but applying it to everything that is lame and gay. Like Agenda 2030.

So I'll do exactly that because it feels good. "I AM STILL EXEMPT FROM YOUR BULLSHIT"

 

JIMI HENDRIX REINCARNATED?

  

Just in case there is anyone hasn't seen "Nene Royal" the 16 year old Thai schoolgirl who is now being called the reincarnation of Jimi Hendrix, I thought I'd share this video: 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TzRdux1GvpQ

In this one she walks out on stage in her school uniform and performs "Master of Puppets" by Metallica, essentially playing it better than Metallica (she is playing all the guitar parts, adding extra bits, & doing the bass & vocals as well).

Recently she won US one million $ on America's got talent! - I started watching her videos on YouTube & was blown away. Her cover of Muse "Hysteria" is one of my favourites, but holy crap can she do Deep Purple covers!

Is her story fully legit? - I don't know, but I really hope so because she seems really cool, and plays a bunch of my favourite music. But there are some red flags to all this, not the least of them being "Why is a 16 year old girl from Thailand playing so much of my favourite music?.

It's all a bit odd, but I've been enjoying her videos, and if this is all in some way fake, it's the best fake footage I've ever seen, so I'm just going to enjoy it all and not ask too many questions for now. 

REMEMBERING IAN CURTIS

 Recently I posted a link to a video of Joy Division playing their song "Transmission" on a friends Facebook timeline - I described it as "The tightest performance of all time" 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6dBt3mJtgJc

Later that day I was passing through Newtown, past the Ian Curtis memorial. I took a snapshot from the bus.

That monument has been there for most of my life, and it's one of the few monuments that have always really meant something to me. I'm sometimes a bit stunned when people don't know who Ian Curtis was.

 

 

Unknown Pleasures by Joy Division

It even looks like something classic, beyond its time or place of origin even as it was a clear product of both - one of Peter Saville's earliest and best designs, a transcription of a signal showing a star going nova, on a black embossed sleeve. If that were all Unknown Pleasures was, it wouldn't be discussed so much, but the ten songs inside, quite simply, are stone-cold landmarks, the whole album a monument to passion, energy, and cathartic despair.

The quantum leap from the earliest thrashy singles to Unknown Pleasures can be heard through every note, with Martin Hannett's deservedly famous production - emphasizing space in the most revelatory way since the dawn of dub - as much a hallmark as the music itself. Songs fade in behind furtive noises of motion and activity, glass breaks with the force and clarity of doom, and minimal keyboard lines add to an air of looming disaster - something, somehow, seems to wait or lurk beyond the edge of hearing.

But even though this is Hannett's album as much as anyone's, the songs and performances are the true key. Bernard Sumner redefined heavy metal sludge as chilling feedback fear and explosive energy, Peter Hook's instantly recognizable bass work was at once warm and forbidding, and Stephen Morris' drumming smacked through the speakers above all else. Ian Curtis synthesizes and purifies every last impulse, his voice shot through with the desire first and foremost to connect, only connect - as "Candidate" plaintively states, "I tried to get to you/You treat me like this."

Pick any song: the nervous death dance of "She's Lost Control"; the harrowing call for release "New Dawn Fades," all four members in perfect sync; the romance in hell of "Shadowplay"; "Insight" and its nervous drive toward some sort of apocalypse. All visceral, all emotional, all theatrical, all perfect -- one of the best albums ever.  

 

PINE

A HELPFUL ACRONYM

This post is primarily a reminder to myself, but I hope other people might find it helpful. 

To avoid being swamped by a vast flow of negative inputs, I'm doing my best to keep in mind this fairly simple acronym.

PINE

Positive - Inspirational - Necessary - Entertaining

If anything isn't one or more of these four things, I need to ask myself why am I posting it, or thinking about it, or talking about it? 

The more I focus on things that are at least one of those things, the better my life works.

PINE is much better than NUDE

Negative - Uninspiring - Disempowering - Eunuch 💩

WHY POST STUFF?

 We all tend to think we understand what is going on, and all the people who are levels behind ourselves in this multi level learning game are retarded.

Which they are. But each time we move up a level, we have to accept that our old self was also retarded, compared with our present self. 

Hopefully that process will continue!

The past decade has been a real eye opener for me, as it has for many people. It's been one of my hobbies to post things online for over a quarter of a century, as I first started out in 1998. 

It was even once possible to earn some income from blogging, but if you want to post content that is not deep state approved propaganda, it's far harder to do that now in the AI slop video age than it ever was in the past. 

 From 2018 to 2022 the annual hits on my old WordPress blog dropped from over 4 million to less than 40k - a 99% drop!

#1 TO MAKE MONEY

The blockchain platforms I used to earn some income from, have all completely crashed and burned, with key insider accounts totally controlling the payouts on the few platforms that remain. 

And it's safe to say if you were calling out the covidhoax and the death jabs back in 2020, you were not on the insiders reward list. I was black listed on several blockchain platforms, so everything I posted was automatically down voted.

From 2016 to 2021 I actually did make money online, some from posting, but mostly from buying and selling blockchain tokens. But those are both dead ends now, so it's safe to say I'm not doing it to earn money anymore. 

In fact I've lost business, and made enemies, by being fairly outspoken online. And posting stuff always takes time. Financially I would have been better off to just shut my face and act like a normie.

#2 TO CHANGE THE WORLD

The next major reason was to "change the world". Despite being a cynical conspiracy theorist, I did set out with the hope that by posting content it would be possible to "wake up the sheeple". 

But this multi layered psyop we are all part of is an ongoing mind fuck. If the sheeple haven't woken up by now, my little blog posts are not likely to change much in the greater scheme of things.

My best advice at this point, is if you want to move up a level, go to the website of Joachim Bartol and read all his essays. Yes, there are hundreds of them - read at least a dozen. By that point you will be well past not just most of what I'm posting, but most of the entire internet. 

But even that is very unlikely to be the final stage of knowledge - it never is! 

What comes next I don't know, that is as far as I've got. The world will continue to change with or without any input from me. So changing the world might be an exciting idea in theory, but in practice I'm sort of beginning to understand why all those zen guru teachers say you can only change yourself.

#3 TO MAKE NOTES FOR MYSELF

Yes, this is probably the only one that really stacks up. The best way to get my head around something is to present it to others. And I prefer to do that in the form of a blog post. 

The combination of condensing ideas down to simple and easy to understand lines of text, combined with images, forces me to make my thoughts clearer. If that helps anyone else, that is a bonus. So that is the main reason I'm still posting stuff, and most definitely the reason for this post.

#4 TO HAVE FUN

Along with #3 just having fun strikes me as a really good thing to do online, and I am aiming to do this too, alongside making some good notes. 

If I can manage to do both that is great. But it probably does require letting go of any ambitions to achieve #1 or #2, so I'm still working on letting go of all that outdated get rich and change the world crap!

A TRIBUTE TO DAVID DEES

David Dees was one of my favourite artists. He died on May 31 2020. I’ve been using his art on my blog posts for more than a decade.

 

Normies just can’t cope with him at all. Here is one review of his art:

“David Dees believes in all the conspiracies. No, seriously. All of them. His cartoons have featured every possible conspiracy theory, and in every possible combination. You want a picture of Obama wearing a crown of thorns and smiling weirdly as he emerges from an egg labeled “Fascist World Government” perched atop a pile of gold coins, while a herd of sheep in the background hold up signs reading “O Baaa Ma!”? 

 

How about Satan holding a flaming Earth near a tree with the face from the Shroud of Turin at a Bohemian Grove meeting attended by Bill Clinton, George W. Bush, Vladimir Putin, and Bigfoot?

 

 A mother with robot legs and a gas mask offering a pie (from which double-helixes float upwards) to her son (the top of whose head has been replaced with an apple labeled “GMO“) and daughter (whose head is a potato for some reason), with chemtrails visible through a large window?  The Rothschilds, Rockefellers, and Freemasons using HAARP to create a fake water shortage in California as part of Agenda 21? 

 

A warehouse with an Illuminati-esque eye in a pyramid staring down at a skeleton in a labcoat labeled “CDC“, while said skeleton stirs a giant vat labeled with the UN logo and the word “VACCINE” into which pipes labeled “Live Ebola Virus“, “Monosodium Glutamate” and “Squalene Adjuvents” are emptying?. If so, David Dees has your back.”

 

Here is a collection of awesome David Dees pictures

 

 

 

THE WISDOM OF MEMES

 A bunch of wisdom from some punters who knew their shit

  

THIS MUSIC VIDEO HAS BEEN A BIG INFLUENCE

 This music video has probably been influencing my own art for the past 32 years

 Back in the 90’s there was still lots of awesome music. I miss all that amazing music, because let's face it, almost all the music for the bast two decades has been utter bollocks..

Screamadelica

 

 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y3ixEzKA4k0

There’s no overestimating the importance of Screamadelica, the record that brought acid house, techno, and rave culture crashing into the British mainstream — an impact that rivaled that of Nirvana’s Nevermind, the other 1991 release that changed rock. 

 

Prior to Screamadelica, Primal Scream were Stonesy classic rock revivalists with a penchant for Detroit rock. They retained those fascinations on Screamadelica — one listen to the Jimmy Miller-produced, Stephen Stills-rip “Movin’ on Up” proves that — but they burst everything wide open here, turning rock inside out by marrying it to a gleeful rainbow of modern dance textures. 

 

This is such a brilliant, gutsy innovative record, so unlike anything the Scream did before, that it’s little wonder that there’s been much debate behind who is actually responsible for its grooves, especially since Andrew Weatherall is credited with production with eight of the tracks, and it’s clearly in line with his work.

Even if Primal Scream took credit for Weatherall’s endeavors, that doesn’t erase the fact that they shepherded this album, providing the ideas and impetus for this dubtastic, elastic, psychedelic exercise in deep house and neo-psychedelic. 

 Like any dance music, this is tied to its era to a certain extent, but it transcends it due to its fierce imagination and how it doubles back on rock history, making the past present and vice versa. 

It was such a monumental step forward that Primal Scream stumbled before regaining their footing, but by that point, the innovations of Screamadelica had been absorbed by everyone from the underground to mainstream. 

There’s little chance that this record will be as revolutionary to first-time listeners, but after its initial spin, the genius in its construction will become apparent — and it’s that attention to detail that makes Screamadelica an album that transcends its time and influence. 

 

A DIFFERENT WORLD

Most of the movies I watch are fairly old. The main reason for that is because modern movies are all utter crap. 

Yesterday I looked at a list of the top 100 movies so far in 2025 by box office returns. There was only one movie this year I’ve seen or even had any desire to see – F1 staring Brad Pitt. 

It was fairly entertaining with some good action scenes, but it was also too long at times, and the acting was fairly predictable and average. It was pretty good but is often compared unfavorably to the earlier F1 movie "Rush" (2013) staring Chris Hemsworth and Daniel Brühl, which arguably had a better plot and only cost a fraction of the amount to make.

The other 99 movies in the list all look totally lame and gay, so much so that I would probably pay money to not have to watch most of them, and if there was even one other movie I actually did want to see, I’d just find a torrent and download a copy, as I did with F1.

Here is the Top 20 - what a bunch of crap! And it gets even worse from Snow White down to 100th place...

So it really isn’t a mystery why the movie industry is losing so much money. They spend hundreds of millions making boring woke crap, that very few people actually pay to see. The real mystery is why they appear to be so clueless about how to provide entertainment - what are they really up to?

Part of the attraction of watching old movies, apart from the fact that some of them are light years better than anything that has come out in the past 10 years, is to be able to visit different worlds. Ones without computers, or cell phones, or an internet.

In movies made before 1985, (yes, only 40 years ago) there was no digital crap at all. Nobody had it, nobody wanted it, there were entire realities functioning without it. Yesterday I re-watched Magnum Force staring Clint Eastwood from 1973. It’s an entertaining classic, and some of it is pretty awesome.

I’m fully confident that in 50 years time, nobody is going to be watching any movies from 2025 and using words like “awesome”. 

Either the future will be so totally crap that enslaved subservient humanity won’t even understand concepts like “awesome”, or it will actually be an awesome future. In which case they will look back at the movies from 2025 and wonder why anyone even bothered to make them.

Despite feeling a bit daunted sometimes, I’m still aspiring to option two, the awesome future. And avoiding seeing any crappy modern movies is part of how to avoid the horrible futures they endlessly depict.