Transitioning from normie to conspiracy theorist
When
asked what started me off down the conspiracy rabbit hole I struggle to
know where to begin. Like most people who were aware that most of what
we are being told is a giant work of fiction well before the covidhoax,
it wasn't one specific event, but a gradual series of penny dropping
moments that took me to the point I'm at now of believing that pretty
much everything in both the mainstream and it's supposed antithesis, the
truther movement, is at least half fake.
Even
that may be overlooking the fact that to some extent I seem to have
always been a a bit of conspiracy theorist and was possibly born that
way. I certainly had issues with school and authority figures from a
very young age, and was fairly up to speed with vaccines being a scam by
the time I was 14 and refused to have one. Unfortunately I had already
received about five jabs in total up until the age of 10 that I wish I
could also have avoided.
It's
a mystery to me why some people are so resistant to learning that
everything they have been told is a lie. I'm drawn to finding out that
sort of stuff like a duck to water, and while my initial reaction to
anything new tends to be skeptical, I can usually be found online trying
to to dig up more information about it within hours.
In the 90's I was co-owner of a cycle shop,
which was the perfect business for an ex cycle courier and bike
mechanic who was obsessed with bike racing. My first trip into a rabbit
hole was finding out just how much drug use there was in cycle racing.
Even
at a local level, racing cyclists were always looking for anything that
could give them an advantage, and in Wellington at that time the trendy
performance enhancer was the stimulant ephedrine. Not quite EPO level
doping but it actually is pretty grunty stuff.
I
only tried using ephedrine once and felt superhuman for a few hours
before having a physical meltdown and feeling ill for weeks. It
certainly wasn't for me, but I learned a couple of things from that
experiment.
A
person on the right drugs is going to annihilate any clean competition,
and if even local amateur riders in New Zealand were on the juice, then
there was no way most of the pro riders in Europe would be riding
clean. But for me the side effects were nasty, and it got me wondering
about alternative natural supplements.
My
next step down the rabbit hole was getting an internet connection and a
decent computer in 1997. But by then I was completely burned out from
all the cycling and overworking I'd done and by 1998 I was having
increasingly frequent headaches and dizzy spells, as well as being
constantly exhausted.
So
I ended up spending more and more time on the computer researching
things on the internet. Although that was over 25 years ago, back then
there was already a lot of really interesting stuff online and in some
ways the underground information was easier to find then than it is
now.
There is even a theory
that the entire internet is being gradually replaced by AI and while I
wouldn't go as far as to say that process is complete just yet,
certainly a look at the hits or the comments on YouTube, or the history
of traffic on my old www.frot.co.nz blog, indicates that since around 2016 the entire internet has become increasingly fake.
These
days a lot of good underground information does still remain, and some
of the old sites I was reading in the 90's are still online, with some
even looking exactly the same. Whale
is a good example. But while it's hard to remove information from the
internet, it's easy to bury it, especially using AI, and now a lot of
the most revealing information has been buried under 20 years of
globalist misinformation.
The
combination of searching for information about performance drugs and
natural alternatives, along with researching health and diet led to me
finding out more about the corrupt medical system.
There was a huge doping scandal in the 1998 Tour de France called the Festina Affair which blew doping in pro cycling wide open and seemed to lead me ever further down a bunch of rabbit holes.
By
the time Lance Armstrong won his first Tour de France in 1999 I was up
to speed and knew that he only won due to his better use of
doping programs, rather than because he was a better rider. But even so
it still
took several years for it to dawn on me that his story of having
survived cancer was fake as well.
Oddly
the other thing that really caught my attention back then was reading
an article in 1999 about the Oklahoma bombing which had taken place in
1995. That was the first time I'd seen a false flag event exposed, and
the penny really dropped. It was like a scene from "They Live" and from that point on I had a pair of the special sunglasses.
And that's what I mean about things coming together - when the Oklahoma
bombing had taken place just four years earlier I had accepted the official
story like nearly everyone else. In 1995 I was a "normie", but by 1999 I
was a "conspiracy theorist". And it was learning about
that particular deep state false flag that enabled me to later see the 911 false
flag for what it was within a day of it happening.
I
didn't always get the full extent of the deceptions straight away
though. In 1999 a movie called The Matrix came out, and I remember
seeing it at the cinema for the first time, and watching it enthralled,
thinking it was a brilliant analogy that was exposing the deep state,
because at that point I had no idea that it was yet another trick. I
still think it's a great movie, but it took me nearly 20 years to even
begin to understand how they were playing us "truthers" with that movie.
The
follow up Matrix movies seemed to try and undermine many of the insights from
the original movie, and the Wachowski "brothers" later both transitioned and
also went on to reveal many of their their true colours with the deviant TV series Sense8.
But
to me all of this stuff was only like watching a movie and it didn't
really get personal until 2002. At that point I finally had an MRI scan
done and found why I had headaches and was going deaf in one ear,
starting to lose the sight in one eye, and had no balance at all if I
closed my eyes. It turned out I had a 3.4cm benign brain tumour.
At
that point it became clear to me that the doctors I'd been seeing
really had no idea what they were doing, because it took them nearly
three years to stop saying I had ear infection and get an MRI booked. I
found out years later that even after seeing the scans, the specialists
had misdiagnosed the tumour, calling it an acoustic neuroma, which it wasn't.
After
seeing the scans, the specialist doctors then told me if I didn't have
brain surgery immediately I'd be dead within six months. But it all
worked out for the best really because by that stage I not only had no
faith in the medical system, I had come to actively mistrust it, so I
told those doctors where to stick their treatment options without
hesitation, which probably saved my life.
In
2019, so 17 years on, I had another MRI scan done which showed that not
only had the tumour not grown, it had reduced slightly to 3cm, so
essentially it's a nearly golf ball sized lump that has been sitting in
the middle of the brain for about 1/4 of a century. Even so, at that
point specialists told me again that I needed surgery urgently. So while
I had learned a lot, they were still stuck on the same page.
Having
the incentive of needing to find out how to stop the growth of a brain
tumour was the kick start I really needed to start properly going down
more rabbit holes, starting with researching diet & nutrition which
lead me to the Weston A Price Foundation and the Raw Milk Movement.
It
also led to learning more about natural therapies and supplements, and
when many of these things were hard to obtain in New Zealand, to setting
up a supplement business called Nature Foods, and also starting a local WAPF chapter.
Two
years after finding out I had a brain tumour I met a woman who had been
diagnosed with a very similar tumour around the same time as me. She
did what she was told and had the surgery, and to be honest she was so messed up from the surgery
that I was horrified. At what point would you rather be dead than
another medical victim in the clutches of the sickness industry?
The
medical system is one of the worst conspiracies of the lot, and I think
we all need to be ready to stand strong against them, because when push
comes to shove they will use the "you will die if you don't do what we
say" tactic every time.
They
always use fear as a psychological weapon, as they later did with the
covid hoax, and when you are at your weakest they circle like vultures.
That realisation around 20 years ago was probably the point when I first
understood that I was totally into the rabbit hole. Show no fear and
the vultures will back off.
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