WHAT AM I AIMING TO ACHIEVE BY POSTING STUFF ON THE INTERNET?
We all
tend to think we understand what is going on, and all the people who are
levels behind ourselves in this multi level learning game are retarded.
Which they are. But each time we move up a level, our old self was also
retarded, compared with our present self. And hopefully that process
will keep on repeating.

The
past four years have been a real eye opener for me, as they have for
many people. It's been one of my hobbies to post things online for over
25 years, as first started out in 1998. It was even once possible to
earn some income from blogging, but if you want to post content that is
not deep state approved propaganda, it's far harder now than it ever was
in the past.
Over the past five years the annual hits on my old WordPress
blog dropped from 4 million to only 40k - a 99% drop!

#1 TO MAKE MONEY
The
blockchain platforms I used to earn some income from, have completely
turned to shit, with key insider accounts controlling the payouts on the
few platforms that remain. And it's safe to say if you were calling out
the covidhoax and the death jabs back in 2020, you are not on the
insiders reward list. In fact I'm still black listed on several
platforms, including Hive where everything I post is automatically down
voted.
From 2016 to 2021 I actually
did make money online, some from posting, but mostly from buying and
selling blockchain tokens. But those are both dead ends now, so it's
safe to say I'm not doing it to earn money anymore. In fact I've lost
business, and made enemies by being fairly outspoken online,
particularly over the past five years. And posting stuff always takes
time. Financially I would probably be better off to just shut my face
and act like a normie.

#2 TO CHANGE THE WORLD
The
next major reason was to "change the world". Despite being a cynical
conspiracy theorist, I did set out with the hope that by posting content
it would be possible to "wake up the sheeple". But this multi layered
psyop we are all part of is a real mind fuck. If the sheeple haven't
woken up by now, my little blog posts are not likely to change much.
My best advice at this point, is if you want to move up a level, start by going to the website of Miles Mathis
and read his essays. Yes, there are hundreds of them - read at least a
dozen. By that point you will be well past most people online. But that is very unlikely to
be the final stage of your knowledge - it never is!
As I kept reading, and
thinking about all the new information I was learning, it dawned on me
that there is no way one person could do all that research and write all
those essays. So "Miles Mathis" would need to be an entire team. And
then it all gets very suspect. As it always does.
Yes, Miles Mathis is a shill.
But reading his essays is still a great intro into seeing how they are
deceiving us. They are hand feeding us a bunch of truth mixed in with
all the lies.

What comes next
I don't know. The world will continue to
change with or without any input from me. So changing the world might be
an exciting idea in theory, but in practice I'm sort of beginning to
understand why all those zen guru teachers say you can only change
yourself.
#3 TO MAKE NOTES FOR MYSELF
Yes,
this is probably the only one that really stacks up. The best way to
get my head around something is to present it to others. And I prefer to
do that in the form of a blog post. The combination of condensing ideas
down to simple and easy to understand lines of text, combined with
images, forces me to make my thoughts clearer. If that helps anyone
else, that is a bonus. So that is the main reason I'm still posting
stuff, and most definitely the reason for this post.

#4 TO HAVE FUN
Along
with #3 just having fun strikes me as a really good thing to do online,
and I am aiming to do this too, alongside making some good notes. If I
can manage to do both that would be great. But it probably requires
totally letting go of any ambitions to achieve #1 or #2. I'm still
gradually letting go of all that outdated get rich and change the world
crap!